~Hurt~

Because of you, I had been so happy once upon a time;
Because of you, I had been so trust love once upon a time;
Because of you, I had been so willing to pay out once upon a time;
Because of you, I had been so idiot once upon a time;
Because of you, I had been hurt thoroughly.

Heart break? Heart bleed? Heart die? Which is the most painful?


Is it cry can solve all the things? Is it tears can fix all the damage stuff?
If can, I will try to cry as much as I can!
If it's work, I wish my tears will help me to went back again.
Went back to our big time, our fortunate, our beginning...

Love is flying away, just as we could not en jail a bird too long.
I know that when the "bird" is not belong to me, it will belong to others;
But why the feeling is so uncomfortable to let the "bird" flying to others?
Freedom to the "bird" is a suffer to me...
Let go is too difficult...
Selfish is unalterable principle!

Now, I think LOVE is bullshit! Foolish and Idiot! I don't even trust again! I just trust myself! Maybe I will trust one day if i walk out from this dark and deep abyss. But, definitely not for now...