~Meaningful night~

Few days ago, my primary school friend call me up and inform me that they will come to find me this wednesday (18/3/09) I'm so excited those few days while waiting for their invite.

The day was coming, about 6 p.m., they reach. Who is they? Actually got 3 person which is A suk, A fan & A Bong, they are all my secondary school friends. And the most important is all of them are very good people and damn funny. Oh, forget to say, my another friend Jin Long also join us. Well, come back to the topic. Actually we eat at 金饭碗 which is near my college (INTI), because A bong say he got eat there before and he feel that the foods there are quite nice (his taste is quite weird). But the reality is 4 of us claim that the dishes there are quite, erm....no comment. hehe...Although we not see each other for a long time, but we still very close. We chat, we laugh, we share, we wash each other. I really cant "tahan" them, they keep on say funny stuff when eating. I almost spray out all my foods and drinks. Quite an enjoyable meal...although the foods are "ma ma di". After that, we are wondering where to go on that time. After a long long discussion beside the road, we decide to go Port Dickson. WOW... i'm so excited when hearing this. HOHO...

Well, the time is around 8 P.M, my friend start to drive to Port Dickson. On the way, we still chat and make fun in the car. The night is dark, the star are bright, the feeling is so amazing. Around 9 p.m, we reach there. We just simply find a beach and sit at there (honestly, the sea there quite dirty and smelly, but don't know why we still can sit at there so happily).





Around 11 p.m, we left the beach and move to another destination. That is a midnight Wan Tan mee, quite a cool stall. hehe...Those Nilai area people sure know what I talk about..kaka...The mee not super nice but it still many students having their supper there.Then, we talk again. We talk animals this time (tiger,lion,snake,fish,leopard, insects, flowers...). Now only I realize my friend-A fan are expert in geography and those animals stuff. Quite admire him...wooooo...BUT, we still can talk so many rubbish even we already talk the whole way from INTI to P.D, P.D to Wan Tan Mee.Hehe...


Around 2p.m, we back. I reach INTI and say BYE BYE to them...I'm looking forward to their Penang trip this semester break. I can meet them again, can talk foolish with them, make fun of them, play with them. Seriously, I have a little bit touch and appreciate for their visit..THANKS o...My FRIENDS.

Somebody "TAG" me...

为了满足tag 我的人，我只好认真地答完每一题。哈哈

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1：你认为“快乐”是什么？

当心灵上得到真正的快乐与满足。其实快乐可以很简单。

2：你认为“难过”是什么？
与自己珍惜且不想失去的人分离。

3：2008你最开心的事是什么？2008年最难过的事是什么？
开心：1. 探望了我好久不见（8 年）的姑婆
难过：1. 爸爸去澳洲了

4：如果现在可以让你随心所欲去旅行，你想去哪里？

只要是风景优美的都想去。

5：你最满意自己身体哪个部位？与别人初次见面你会先注意他（她）哪个部位？

其实没有。。但却很庆幸自己是完好无缺的。 注意整体吧。。。

6：失眠过吗？你用什么办法对抗失眠？

当然！做家务咯。。呵呵

7：会不会做饭？你希望你的伴侣会做饭么？
会，但不是很expert那种。当然希望，最好是食物全权由他负责。。

8：你最想做哪个动画片角色？为什么？

Doraemaon...这是我从小就喜欢的卡通人物，希望能像他这样神奇。

9：你认为爱情的保质期有多久？
没有，爱情说变就变！

10：亲情、爱情、友情，哪个对你来说最重要呢？
1.亲情 2.友情 3.爱情

11：觉得自己是个自恋的人吗？
不是，总觉得自己很平凡。

12：寂寞的时候怎么办？
当然是找朋友啦。不然就睡觉+拼命吃。

13：上次哭是什么时候？
1 个 月前吧。。。

14：你小时候的梦想是什么？未来呢？
医生，护士，老师，天文学家。
我希望未来能读些心理学的课程，因为我觉得周旋于心理的东西太奇妙了。

15：难过的时候怎么办？
哭。。。然后告诉自己要坚强！！！

16：如果有一天，你突然被一片突如其来的黑暗吞噬，你会第一口喊出的名字是？
啊。。。。。。。。

17：如果你的异性朋友对你表白而你只想把他当好朋友，你会怎么办？
直接跟他讲清楚。。。

18：到目前为止生命中最重要的三样东西？
家人，朋友，生命

19：最想报复的人是谁？
没有

20：与男（女）友是如何认识的？
学校

21：过去的那一年什么事情对你的影响最大？
家庭

22：想什么时候生小孩呢？喜欢什么生肖什么星座的呀？男孩还是女孩呢？为什么？
29 或 30 吧。都无所谓。 最好有男有女。热闹啦。

23：你最后悔的一件事？
8 年以来都没去探望我年迈的姑婆。

24：初恋是几岁？
17

25：最近看过的印象最深的电影？
Underworld 1,2,3

26：你相信奇迹吗？有经历过吗？
相信.还没。。。

27：最喜欢的一首歌是哪首？为什么？
目前没有最最喜欢的一首。只要是好听且歌词有意思就喜欢。

28：对于30岁有什么期待吗？你觉得当时的你的生活是如何的？
期待自己有能力照顾自己与对我好的人。忙碌中带点快乐吧。

29：如果你要结婚，你结婚的理由是什么？
对的人！！！

30：说说你到现在做过的最奢侈的事情，不一定是物质上的。。。青春，精神，感情，金钱各方面都可以。。。
目前为止没有。

31：以后家庭的月收入为多少让你觉得满足了？
能养活自己，家人，有恩于我的人+投资+能买些奢侈品。

32：什么样的男人/女人让你心动？
上进心，疼爱家人，有性格，不别扭

33：最讨厌哪个星座的男女？
其实没有

34：你的性幻想对象是谁？
Michael Scofield (Prison Break )

35：你第一次觉得自己长大了是什么时候？
开始为别人着想的时候。

36：你有哪些外号？
中学朋友：假发

37：你现在的生活，与你从前想象的差别大吗？你满意现状吗？
以前根本没想过现在会过什么生活。满意但有点遗憾。

38：如果你喜欢上一个物品，却得不到，你还会继续喜欢它吗？
看情况，如果是因为钱的问题，我会设法赚钱得到。

39：能不能在部落格里写下你喜欢（喜欢不是爱）的人的名字？
太多了。。喜欢每一个对我好的人。

40：其实你喜欢男生还是女生呢?
男！！！

41：你觉得网络中的你（进一步说博客）是真实的自己吗？有没有掩饰一些自己的缺点？
当然，不然写了有什么意义？

42：我爱的人和爱我的人你会选哪个？
50 50 吧

43：如果你觉得呆在家里特别特别不爽，你会离家出走吗????
以前想过，但现在回想起，觉得自己太幼稚且很不应该。

44：如果你和你最好的朋友爱上同一个人，你会怎么做？
视那男生的选择。通常我会选择退让，因为我看重友情多过爱情。

45：你最爱什么颜色呢？为什么？
白色与紫色

46：第一次的单恋/暗恋是什么时候呢？
6年级。哈哈。。。

47：你觉得你的初恋失败吗？
失败但美好

48：说出5项你的怪癖。
1. 每一样东西都喜欢拿来闻，不管是食物还是物品。
2. 睡觉前必定做些伸展操，不然会睡不着。
3. 无时无刻都爱幻想，尤其睡觉前。
4. 用餐时，必定把菜吃得干干净净，剩的永远都是饭。
5. 喜欢把睡着的baby弄醒，然后就可以跟他们玩了。好坏吧。

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这就是我不平凡的21年生活，请多多参考与指教。

~Hurt~

Because of you, I had been so happy once upon a time;
Because of you, I had been so trust love once upon a time;
Because of you, I had been so willing to pay out once upon a time;
Because of you, I had been so idiot once upon a time;
Because of you, I had been hurt thoroughly.

Heart break? Heart bleed? Heart die? Which is the most painful?


Is it cry can solve all the things? Is it tears can fix all the damage stuff?
If can, I will try to cry as much as I can!
If it's work, I wish my tears will help me to went back again.
Went back to our big time, our fortunate, our beginning...

Love is flying away, just as we could not en jail a bird too long.
I know that when the "bird" is not belong to me, it will belong to others;
But why the feeling is so uncomfortable to let the "bird" flying to others?
Freedom to the "bird" is a suffer to me...
Let go is too difficult...
Selfish is unalterable principle!

Now, I think LOVE is bullshit! Foolish and Idiot! I don't even trust again! I just trust myself! Maybe I will trust one day if i walk out from this dark and deep abyss. But, definitely not for now...